1. Spiders
I don't think this "became" a fear, it is just one of those things that I have always had. It is not just, eww that's a spider. I have full on arachnophobia. They paralyze me, cause me to stand stunned like a deer in the headlights. When I was a teenager once, a spider was on my clothes that I was going to get dressed in and then disappeared. I couldn't find it, afraid in was in my clothing. I called my grandparents, who lived out of town, to drive into town to check my clothes for me before I could put them on. Sounds stupid right? It is, but it is an extreme uncontrollable fear.
2. Break Ins
I am very paranoid and anxious about my car and home being broken into. I am scared that someone will smash in the car window, or kick open our door. I think past experiences has just left me overly cautious and paranoid. In my life I've had my home broken into 3 times (all 3 while I was at home). My car broken into twice. No damage was done to my vehicles, but there is that fear that next time, it will be worse.
3. Having a heart attack
Or more specific, having one while I am alone, where no one can call 911 or help me. With already present heart and blood pressure issues, I just feel that it is a real risk that could happen. And although I do what I can to prevent it and keep my heart healthy, it is still something that could happen at any moment.
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