Ah the long lapse of blog posts. It's not intentional. I sometimes forget I have a blog. There is a handwritten journal that I keep that sometimes distracts me from ever writing a thing online.
Of course much has happened since my last post. However, not a lot of it is grand. I've been quite ill.. tests still pending. Unfortunatly the cause of the illness can't be discovered. Even after the last 4 months of testing. There are some more tests coming in May and, cross you fingers, something shows from that.
I'm unemployed. On medical EI for a while. Now on regular and perhapd on disability for a while after this month. That makes me sad. It makes me feel very useless. I am thankfully for the help, it's something I never hoped that I would ever need. The community resources here are wonderful. But it is still very hard on someones self esteem.
But I am determined to get some answers to the health problems and get them under control. Hopefully, then I will be able to have a little more balance in life.
I believe that I am going to return to school. This was also a struggle. I'm 30 years old and was not sure if this was something I could and should be doing. But it's time for a change overall and if all goes well this year, I will enter back into a college next spring.
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