Yep, didn't keep my word on the weekly blogging. But I have a good reason. Maybe. I'm not 100% sure anymore.
Shortly after I began blogging again, I ended up in the hospital. A one week stay and released under strict surveillance. It seems that a condition I was diagnosed with, was diagnosed wrong. Ok, well wrong is not the correct word. They didn't realize that they were wrong at the time, but after 6 years, it has become clear to what it really is.
Do we want to get into medical crap? Doubtful. So I'll spare you the details. Let's just say for the rest of my life, I will be monitoring myself, being monitored by doctors. Being sent to specialists, starting next summer... all to prolong my life. It can't be cured and it will only get worse in time. But being on top of it should at least slow things down to add a few years to my life.
Doom and gloom aside..
Unfortunately my last employer was less then sympathetic and impressed about my condition. So I have moved on. I now work at a computer place doing reception and a bit of simple tech work. It involves no stress (at least not so far) gives me a steady shift of 9 to 5, mon to fri and is perfect for the time being. The pay is less then stellar, but for now, it is what I need to get healthy again. Who knows, it may work out and I will be there long term. We will see what the future holds.
Not much else to tell. I am starting relaxation yoga this Friday.... the city has been rained out, flash flooded and is a mess....camping trip is totally on...and although I haven't quite come to terms with it all, I am starting to feel better about things. My health will always be a struggle, but that just means I need to live the coming days to the fullest, in case something unexpected happens.
If you take anything from this post, it's just to enjoy the time you have. You really do never know what will happen tomorrow.
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